Monday, April 23, 2012

Shaolin soccer

dicukur kepalanya oleh embah bidan after disunatkan. Ye! Amani dah sunat :D

YAAAA. melalak sudah. sedih agaknya hilang rambut lebat. sobsss

Huiiyo saya mcm shaolin soccer sudah. hihi

Lenanya tidooo. Ni after nanges yang panjang lepas dicukur ye. Bukan terus tido aman damai lepas albotak rambutnya

Alololoo. Comel tak baju pink purple saya? ;D ayah yang belikn :)

uiii sedapnya saya tido didukung kakak saya! :) hihi

hatiku berkata: Begitulah kisah Amani yang sudah botak 

my style

style si gadis ayu

huuu like a boss style

 hilang style. sudah kena ikatlaaaa. haha

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Poor Amani

Amani is having jaundice after a week of her birth. My mom and dad brought her to Hospital Tg Karang just to make sure that it wasn't really bad lah kan. The nurse took her blood to count the bilirubin in the blood and measure the level/ stage of the jaundice.  Thank God it's not that high so she's not warded. 

Alolo kesian Amani kan. Worst, nurse tu mcm tak pandai ambik darah plak. 3 kali tau dia cucuk! That's why Amani cried out loud. Selalunya dia tak nanges kuat pun. Haiyoo nurse, jgn la ini mcm.


But then, it's ok la to see her sleep and not crying anymore :) 
Oh btw, her full name is Nurin Fatini Amani and we call her Amani :) (cita-citaku/ perlindunganku/ ketenanganku) Hope she'll grow up well with the nice name given by ayah and mama :)

Monday, April 16, 2012

My little one

 nak mandi pun mentidooo lg

 
owh dia celik kejap tunjuk mata sepet

 tido lagi

 dan lagi
pejam saje kau nih


tidoooo

nampak panjang kakinya



 tido lagi sampai ke sudahhh


Welcoming and introducing the new family member :)




Saturday, April 7, 2012

Villa Kekek Mak iloi iloi

Miss me? NO? ok bye. haha.

No lah, I'm sorry as it's been a while since I left this blog by itself, hoping it will be automatically updated. Hahah. I'm sooooo lazy to type lah. How I wish the blog can read my mind and know what to be told and publish it for me. huhu. Mcm bermimpi di tengahari buta kan? 

Never mind, so let me just have some simple bebelan about my life in the second semester. Everybody knows previously I kept talking or writing about Mawar right? Because I lived there for three semesters. Two semesters of asasi and one semester for degree. 
But but but...

For this semester I have to rent a house because I can't stay at Mawar. Apply pun tak, nak dapat apenya kan.haha. But actually, me myself don't want to stay at the college because it's far from my faculty. Just imagine that the college is at seksyen 7 and my class is at Intec seksyen 17. I think, I don't want to go through the hardship to go to class as we have to rush in the morning to catch the bus rengit and if we miss the bus, we have to go for rapid and it takes 1 hour to the faculty because we have to take 603 to seksyen 2 and after that wait for 529 to Intec. Arghhhh it's tiring! 

So, for now on, I'm staying in a house with Syidah( tak boleh pisah kan haha) and other friends. Wanna see my house? 


Tadaaaaa. This is my Villa Kekek a.k.a VK. Nama kemain kannn. haha. Not really a villa obviously. haha. But, I love staying here because I have my friends and it is comfortable and just nice for me as a student. VK is not fully furnished. We don't have tv, bed, cupboard, bla bla but we do have washing machine, fridge, stove and a very nice kitchen to cook. Yeah I love cooking so, kitchen is one of the thing that I look for. I pay Rm150 every month  excluded the water and electricity and internet bils. Errr is it ok?


VK from the side view. Irony that we have the astro plate but no tv in the house! haha. Never mind lah, I'm not a tv's fan or what so, I can live without tv. hehe.

hatiku berkata: jalan kaki 20mins ke fakulti yg tak tahan tuuuuu

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Dalam tangis ada gembira

     Sangat tak seronok bangun pagi dengan linangan air mata. 
Sangat tak seronok bangun pagi dengan lidah kelu tak terkata apa. 
Sangat tak seronok bangun pagi dengan seribu tanda tanya.
Lagi tak seronok bangun menghadapi kenyataan yang menyakitkan.

Tapi alhamdulillah, ada pengubat hati.
Nurul Syahidah, Ya dia!
Dia bagitau aku dapat 3.73 utk sem lepas. 
Alhamdulillah..
Dia jugak meredakan air mata, lidah yang tak terkata..
Tapi tanda tanya dan realiti yang pahit aku kena telan jua.

Mujur ada sedikit kegembiraan hari ni.
Aku akan usaha lagi! 
YES! fOr my mum, I will~

hatiku berkata : baru tau camni rasa dapat DL. alhamdulillah. syukur

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Gedebuk gedebak

     Gedebuk gedebak hati ai nih. Minggu depan dah nak kuar result. Ape cer result gua der? Haii ingat time study week, exam je ke jantung gedebuk gedebak? Time cuti ni lagi la.. Tunggu result pulak. Kalau ok yeay syukur alhamdulillah. Kalau tak? HUKSSS -.-''


    Kawan2 dari u lain yg dah dapat result semua pun gempak2. Ada 3.8, 3.75, 3.67. HAAA. Pandai gler. Korang makan buku gamaknya? huhu. Tahniah la korang. Sementara korang enjoy dengan result gempak2 tu, biar ai sambung gedebuk gedebak jantung ni ea..




hatiku berkata: dup dap dup dap... test jantung. 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Gigi rabbit itu



     Hish ai kenan betul rabbit teeth dia tu. haha. Well, aku kan memang suka tengok gigi orang .hahaha and aku rasa lelaki yang gigi ada slack2 sket ni comel lah. aummm! haha.


     Well, bila tengok vanilla coklat for the first time, terus ai terjatuh hati gedebuk gedebak! haha. Tenung punya tenung baru lah perasan eh2, dia ni aiman mentor kan? haaa kau. Bila tengok2 kat internet, betul lah dia! Time dia kalah mentor dulu dah agak da. No worries muka bole jual. haha.


      Lepas ni bole la berlakon laki. Confirm ade job sebab bukan takat muka je tapi bakat pun ada. Maybe bakat lakonan dia lebih daripada nyanyian? Lagi satu dia ni tinggi ala2 model gitu. Kalau badan bole lagi ketak2 sket lagi awesome nihhh! haha.


      Apepun, all the best lah dekat u wahai Aiman Hakim Ridza. Ai suka kalau u dengan Izara tu tapi katanya dah ade girlfriend? eh?




hatiku berkata: sukanyaaaaa gigi rabbit u. haha

Thursday, February 9, 2012

After 2 years

After 2 years, I'm still here. Waiting but you never come. Waiting but you never know. Waiting but you never care. 2 years can be a very short time for someone but, it can be a longgg time too. You're not just walked away. You built  wall. You left  empty space. You killed me inside. Hey! Why don't you just kill me like literally? muahaha. It is easy to say 'hey move on la'. But, it's not easy to do the talking. It's just hard. Yup maybe i've move a bit. But only A BIT.I'm still moving but, it's just pathetically super slow and super hurt. Anyone? Make it faster. hehe

Monday, February 6, 2012

Twenty and twelve

      Yeah, i'm 20 years old on this 2012. Pretty old huh? huhu. I'm twenty in terms of age, responsibilities, mind, bla bla bla. But, i'm also twelve.I'm being monitored. I have to tell all my plans. Where i'm going, what i do, etc. I miss my friends. I missed lots of fun time with them. Never there for their open houses. Never there for birthday celebration. Never there to have fun. Never there to share the happinesss. NEVER ! I'm stucked here. Surrounded by palm trees, no internet access, pathetic line. Doing all the same thing again and again every single day! Not connected to the outside world except yeah a few friends. Sometimes, i just cry without any reason. Tears need no reason to fall down. haha. So, yeah. I'm twenty and i'm twelve.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

End of the semester

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        I'm done with my semester! yeayyyy!

       For the next sem, i'm not gonna stay at mawar. I'll rent a house or a room at seksyen 17 ( near Intec) so, insyaallah, it'll be easier for me to go to class. 
   At first, it was a big yeayyy for me but now, hmmm i'm kinda sad to leave mawar. Haha! 

      Why?? because i'm gonna miss DC,(dataran cendekia, not district of columbia). I'm gonna miss climbing up stairs just to have my lovely bed. I'm gonna miss the yong tau fu at pasar malam mawar. I'm gonna miss calling up the office due to blackout!. I'm gonna miss gossiping in the toilet while waiting for the turn. I'm gonna miss going to friends' room when i'm bored. I'm gonna miss the tension to collect the college coupon. I'm gonna miss DD ( guess only syidah knows DD. hahha). I'm gonna miss spending money at koop. I'm gonna miss the wifi ( definitely it;s for freeee!)  

                                           I'm gonna miss EVERYTHING! sobss..

       

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Kak Neh, Cc, dan lovely classmates


       Harini 11 Januari. Semalam dah tentu2 10 kan? Sape rasa 9, gantung diri sekarang. haha. Joking. Well, well, well, ape yang seronok terjadi pada korang semalam? Best tak 10 Januari. Ada yang kawen semalam? Ada yang dapat baby semalam? Ada yang dpt marka baru semalam? BHAHA! Apa2 lah janji korang bahagia, gembira, aman damai sentiasa ye dok? :D

     Bagi aku, semalam, which is 10 Januari, is one of the best moments in my life that i will never forget. Pertama2 nya sebab, semalam, 2 of my best friends secara officially turn to 20! HAHA. Memang aku gembira. Sebab...... diorang lagi tua daripada aku! Haha. 

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   Happy birthday my dear Kak Neh and cc :) May ALLAH bless you and have a blissful life. I love both of you and no word could ever describe how much i love you both and how thankful I am to have you as my friends. Hope u will not forget me as i will always remembering you <3


cantik kan viewnya?


      Another event last day was Picnic Party 1C! yeay. Awesome dude. We had our picnic at Tasik Seksyen 2 Shah Alam. Lots of food i tell ya. Nasi goreng daging, ayam goreng khas hasil tangan gorengan Fathi dan Acap. Domino's pizza by tauke pizza si Fattah. Rajin beno dia mensuggest Domino setiap kali ada event. haha. As for me, i made cupcakes for my classmate :) hehe. Walaupun tak cantik sangat comot sana sini, katanya sedap. Yeke? hehe. Kalau suka boleh la order ya. RM1.50 siap deco! Lailailai... hehe
  


     
      I enjoyed the picnic sooo very the much! >.< . Azwa and Lee organized fun activities and they even create a song for us 1C, Ouchh~ So sweet! We also change presents among us and i got this one lovely album from Elmiah with faces of my classmates in it. SOOO cute and meaningful. Thanks emy! 

     Whatever it  is, I enjoyed my 10th January and i hope the rest of 2012 will be as enjoyable as yesterday :D


                               Nampak keseronokannya? makan makan makannnn




hatiku berkata : Nasi goreng yang aku tapau semalam dah basi bila bawak balik bilik. huks~ sadis.

Friday, January 6, 2012

mommy is sick

     I am sad. I am worry. Mommy is sick. She's having a fever. Cannot get up and walk fast. Have to go to physiotherapy. Cannot go to school. Cannot do house chores. No appetite to eat.
    I am sad. Want mommy to be healthy. Hope mommy will be fine soon. Wanna help mommy. I am sad.
   
    I love mommy, <3


sad



Thursday, January 5, 2012

Alkisah si pentipu

      Cerita ni dah lama tersimpan ku pendam dalam hati. Sampai dah jadi cerita klasik. 

     Alkisahnya si pentipu yang bertebaran di mana-mana. Sentiasa mengejar si dewi malam dengan panah hatinya. Konon panah itu mampu menyembuhkan luka. Katanya panah itu dari syurga yang mampu memberi seribu keajaiban. Si dewi ketawa. Sudah lapuk madah bawaan si pendukung panah hati. Si dewi telah bertemu banyak pendukung panah hati dan pernah juga panah itu mematikan jiwanya. Sudahlah sudahlah. Si dewi sudah tidak sanggup lagi. Bawalah pulang panahmu itu. Ya! Susah sungguh, keras sungguh hati si dewi. Rabak di hati angkara pemanah lama belum terubat masakan hendak merelai diri dipanah sekali lagi. Oh tidak.
Cupid

      Terharunya apabila si pendukung hati tetap berlegar disana sini cuba mendekati si dewi. Manisan dari langit dibawa turun dan dipersembahkan kepada si dewi. Warna warni pelangi turut dikumpul menjadi satu lalu dililit di keliling si dewi. Bunga-bunga segar taman purba dihias indah dan di kalungkan ke leher si dewi. Semuanya kelihatan dan kedengaran begitu indah namun, si dewi masih ragu. Terselit kerisauan kebimbangan. Terselit prasangka di hati perawan si dewi. Pendamping dewi yang setia turut meragui kejujurannya dan tidak merestui andai panah hati itu ditusuk ke dada si dewi. Maka, si dewi pun mula mengatur permainan untuk menguji kesungguhan si pembawa panah. Bermain kejar-kejar di belantara, terbang ke langit biru, mengunci diri di balik awan, semua dilakukan. 


    Si dewi memohon pada yang kuasa agar menunjukkan segala kebenaran di depan matanya agar tidak tersilap langkah gerak tarinya di kemudian hari. Si dewi tidak ingin lagi patah kaki dan remuk jiwanya seperti pemanah terdahulu. Tidak sanggup lagi si dewi merasa sakitnya panah yang ditusuk semat ke dada ditarik dengan rakusnya tanpa memikirkan peri perihal si dewi. Si dewi terus memohon dan memohon...

     Alkisah di kemudian hari, sewaktu mengintai di balik awan itu, terlihat oleh si dewi panah palsu yang di punyai si pembawa panah. Rupanya panah yang asli telah selamat dipanah ke dada si jelita. Si dewi berasa sedih dalam kesyukuran. Sedih kerana percaturan penipuan si pembawa panah hampir2 memakan dirinya. Dan sedih kerana dia menyenangi si pembawa panah sebagai seorang sahabat namun segalanya musnah dengan penipuan yang terbongkar. Apa lagi alasan si pembawa panah sudah tidak mampu dicerna si dewi. Baginya, pembawa panah palsu seperti itu memang akan sentiasa berputar alam di sekitar alam raya untuk meneruskan misinya. Si dewi tersenyum gembira keran permohonannya didengar dan dikabulkan sebelum sempat dia merasa sakitnya panahan palsu yang dikhuatiri turut beracun.

  

      Besar sungguh hikmah yang ditemukan oleh si dewi. Dan si dewi telah belajar banyak perkara dan memanjatkan kesyukuran yang terbesar kepadaNYA kerana segalanya terbentrang di depan mata. Subhanallah. Masyaallah.


hatiku berkata: amacam kisah klasik ini? haha

aku yang hilang

     Huiyooo like lama gila tak menulis. Haha! Kenapa entah. Malas menimpa2. Mula2 busy dengan Debat 211 jam pastu kengkonon abes debat nak cerita lah semua pasal tu pastu haremm..haha. Baca post orang ye, update post sendiri malas. haha!
  
  Hokay. Soalan pertama lepas da lama tinggalkan blog ni. *sampai bersawang.betol! tak tipu. Sape rindu aku? Cium laptop memasing sekarang.eH? ok la. takde sape rindu pon! -.- FINE.FINE.
   
  Bila dah lama tak menaip, rasa macam kekok pulak. and toooooo many stories to be told! Jom baca cerita2 tu as random nak?? :D


- mommy is preggy. tambah ahli la jawabnya kita...hehe
- debat 211jam was awesome! i met awesome people! (u know who u are. hiks) i got awesome knowledge! awesome experience! lotssss of awesomeness lah cincai cirita. Looking forward for any great event again :)
- Fatin got 9a's for PMR . walaupun pada awalnya kan kitorang tak yakin sangat. huhu
- Dia si pentipu * ok yang ni aku buat 1 entry nanti okay?
- Redmummy dah ade baby baru :) hehe!
- Exam sedang berlangsung hah. Tu lagi satu sebab musabab dah lame tak bukak blog. eceh! kononnya study sangat? pirahh. hahah!
- Tak sabar nak balik rumah :)


So far, tu lah yang terjadi. Takdelah big event pape pun. Hmm aku harap aku ade masa dan kerajinan balik untuk hadap lappy menaip. Bukan ape, kengkadang ade story mory nya tapi takde masa. Pastu delay punya delay punya delay, dah basi pun cerita tu. Pastu dah malas! haha. Aku baca blog korang je lah boleh? hehe


hatiku berkata : syidah baru beli kasut baru tadi.